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AN eventful day and full of sadness in the same time....
22 may 2010.. i would say tat yes is a veri eventful day for mi....
why?
first wake up early for a course in NNI is a 1st neuroscience course that is wat i studying now... lucky i gt fren to acc mi in this event first is poh poh second is tracy.... thanks.. but is a nice experience and i would say tat i actually do learn a few stuff... this whole session lasted till noon time and i went back home to change.. to meet up with ZH they all as going down for esprit sales at 3, just nice tracy was on AL she went down to collect her race pack and is in the same place ended up i was with her... i onli show a few min of face to ZH onli and left to acc tracy to buy shoe...
while we shopping for her shoe the time was around 3.30.. i acc her all the way till my next app is up at around 6.45pm.....
tracy bing mi to a chocolate shop hmmm.. i would is nice... i shall bring liz over to get some try as i feel like i am back in aussie.... hehe... the shop is at esplanade but i forget wat the shop name already but there is photo!!! hehe... and while we walking there in the underpass i saw a group og gals is dancing to SHINee Ring Ding Dong...
ring ding dong ring di di di ding...
another sadness event is happen in the evening... cuz yx wanted to go attend this dinner so i never go down to 9d bbq.. honestly a bit regret cuz i am leaving the current ward now and going back to 9d but tat is not the main reason.. the main reason y i sad is cuz i dunno is i thinking too much or making mi feeling of extra in the group???? but anyway i think i am going to treat it as a last gathering with them and that it... i will try to put my feeling back at behind if u know wat i am saying!!!!
why i feel tat??
hai.... actually yx, wm and mi, we noted that on this day we are all free which we can have a real gather and celebrate together cuz whenever there is a celebration for sure that not all chi staff from the ward attended as my current ward staff who are chi i guess is less than 10... so yx actually say out the plan but the fact tat is actually there is another planning going on for the birthday boy which is going up to his house and givee him the surprise which yx and us are not noted about it until we asked but it wasnt confirm so we put it aside but we onli know dinner together will be for sure..
as the days goes nearer we actually recieve a message but i not sure about yx haf or nt i know i have saying ia anyone free to queue up first for dinner at the place they planning to go... since they didnt mention about the surprise at his house was planned so yx thought ya we should go down and queue first as we were inform to meet for dinner at 7...
on the day itself nearing to 7.. lucky got tracy acc mi till the time reach and until i met yx and wm. before hand we recieve a message from the organiser saying she will be a little bit late and was asking us queuing up already as is past 7... unfortunate is that we are late too ended up the queue is long for the initial place we wanted to eat at.. so we change of places.. all i thought tat the birthday boy was send by his bro and met up with the boys that is eating with us.. as i also saw the organiser and her frens who are those newly grad or last time working in the ward during student time came by in a cab.. the main things is honestly we (yx, wm and mi) really didnt aware of the house surprise until we saw the orangiser camera which they actually did went up and give him the surprise and was late whereby we are queuing for the tables. honestly how will u all feel??? not only tat even dinner total of 6 of thems was discussing wat they going to have and drinks, onli left us (we) to discuss ourself wat we wan....
another incident is after dinner cuz the time is still early so i doesnt wan to go home early yet but both of m phone wwas low batt and i couldnt sms other ppl at all.... so i stay on with them for k as they suggested which i like it too!!! so leaving the group is yx and wm after the dinner, time around 10pm.
half way through was discussing where to sing K honestly i dunno y i wan to follow them i feel tat i am invisible to them total plus mi 7.. y i say so actully this wasnt the first time, one time is actually say tat going out at nite to celebrate birthday again but i waited until till nite they actually saying stuffs that they are giving mi excuses like hope i am not going over there all these things which make mi a disappointed too.. to mi i was feeling tat dunno izzt is the birthday boy actually told them something about mi which causes tat we are not close or anything or is the birthday boy actually hate mi?? the ans was unknown....
in this new gang tat is a gal who is quiet so the orangiser actually will talk to her try to blend her in and ask her is she in a rush to go home and even is actually we all did walk her down to the train station and sort of sending her. in the end we went to sing k till 3 plus still alright as in still able to tolerate like onli 3 gals left but i was not talking to the 2 gals even go toilet they also ask among themself onli which i feel tat place not suitable for gals to go alone, taking photo... until going back...
those who wan to go back they actually stay near and able to share cab.. for my case my side no one wanted to go home yet.. as i got no money in order to save is better to share with someone else so i decide to join them to continue which consist of the birthday boy and the organiser (gal) and the a guy.. once i say i will join first i not sure am i thinking alot i feel tat their face actually change and the guy was saying something to the birthday boy.. along the way i didnt talk to them i was walking at the back alone.. i feel like taking NR to go back which is at least cheaper than cab as the guy wanted to watch football.. so half way through i say i going to go take NR and back they like huh and say oh ok lor... bye and i walk off i think so... honestly late nite onli a gal walking down orchard no one actually send a sms to mi to say careful or anything at all.. even the birthday boy send him wishes didnt reply.. celebrate for him also never send a sms to say thanks.. to u all think is correct??? through all these action i am determine tat this a last gather and i will try my best to put everything behind my back as i going back to my old ward... slowly to forget and to treat them just as a normal fren...
why?
first wake up early for a course in NNI is a 1st neuroscience course that is wat i studying now... lucky i gt fren to acc mi in this event first is poh poh second is tracy.... thanks.. but is a nice experience and i would say tat i actually do learn a few stuff... this whole session lasted till noon time and i went back home to change.. to meet up with ZH they all as going down for esprit sales at 3, just nice tracy was on AL she went down to collect her race pack and is in the same place ended up i was with her... i onli show a few min of face to ZH onli and left to acc tracy to buy shoe...
while we shopping for her shoe the time was around 3.30.. i acc her all the way till my next app is up at around 6.45pm.....
tracy bing mi to a chocolate shop hmmm.. i would is nice... i shall bring liz over to get some try as i feel like i am back in aussie.... hehe... the shop is at esplanade but i forget wat the shop name already but there is photo!!! hehe... and while we walking there in the underpass i saw a group og gals is dancing to SHINee Ring Ding Dong...
ring ding dong ring di di di ding...
another sadness event is happen in the evening... cuz yx wanted to go attend this dinner so i never go down to 9d bbq.. honestly a bit regret cuz i am leaving the current ward now and going back to 9d but tat is not the main reason.. the main reason y i sad is cuz i dunno is i thinking too much or making mi feeling of extra in the group???? but anyway i think i am going to treat it as a last gathering with them and that it... i will try to put my feeling back at behind if u know wat i am saying!!!!
why i feel tat??
hai.... actually yx, wm and mi, we noted that on this day we are all free which we can have a real gather and celebrate together cuz whenever there is a celebration for sure that not all chi staff from the ward attended as my current ward staff who are chi i guess is less than 10... so yx actually say out the plan but the fact tat is actually there is another planning going on for the birthday boy which is going up to his house and givee him the surprise which yx and us are not noted about it until we asked but it wasnt confirm so we put it aside but we onli know dinner together will be for sure..
as the days goes nearer we actually recieve a message but i not sure about yx haf or nt i know i have saying ia anyone free to queue up first for dinner at the place they planning to go... since they didnt mention about the surprise at his house was planned so yx thought ya we should go down and queue first as we were inform to meet for dinner at 7...
on the day itself nearing to 7.. lucky got tracy acc mi till the time reach and until i met yx and wm. before hand we recieve a message from the organiser saying she will be a little bit late and was asking us queuing up already as is past 7... unfortunate is that we are late too ended up the queue is long for the initial place we wanted to eat at.. so we change of places.. all i thought tat the birthday boy was send by his bro and met up with the boys that is eating with us.. as i also saw the organiser and her frens who are those newly grad or last time working in the ward during student time came by in a cab.. the main things is honestly we (yx, wm and mi) really didnt aware of the house surprise until we saw the orangiser camera which they actually did went up and give him the surprise and was late whereby we are queuing for the tables. honestly how will u all feel??? not only tat even dinner total of 6 of thems was discussing wat they going to have and drinks, onli left us (we) to discuss ourself wat we wan....
another incident is after dinner cuz the time is still early so i doesnt wan to go home early yet but both of m phone wwas low batt and i couldnt sms other ppl at all.... so i stay on with them for k as they suggested which i like it too!!! so leaving the group is yx and wm after the dinner, time around 10pm.
half way through was discussing where to sing K honestly i dunno y i wan to follow them i feel tat i am invisible to them total plus mi 7.. y i say so actully this wasnt the first time, one time is actually say tat going out at nite to celebrate birthday again but i waited until till nite they actually saying stuffs that they are giving mi excuses like hope i am not going over there all these things which make mi a disappointed too.. to mi i was feeling tat dunno izzt is the birthday boy actually told them something about mi which causes tat we are not close or anything or is the birthday boy actually hate mi?? the ans was unknown....
in this new gang tat is a gal who is quiet so the orangiser actually will talk to her try to blend her in and ask her is she in a rush to go home and even is actually we all did walk her down to the train station and sort of sending her. in the end we went to sing k till 3 plus still alright as in still able to tolerate like onli 3 gals left but i was not talking to the 2 gals even go toilet they also ask among themself onli which i feel tat place not suitable for gals to go alone, taking photo... until going back...
those who wan to go back they actually stay near and able to share cab.. for my case my side no one wanted to go home yet.. as i got no money in order to save is better to share with someone else so i decide to join them to continue which consist of the birthday boy and the organiser (gal) and the a guy.. once i say i will join first i not sure am i thinking alot i feel tat their face actually change and the guy was saying something to the birthday boy.. along the way i didnt talk to them i was walking at the back alone.. i feel like taking NR to go back which is at least cheaper than cab as the guy wanted to watch football.. so half way through i say i going to go take NR and back they like huh and say oh ok lor... bye and i walk off i think so... honestly late nite onli a gal walking down orchard no one actually send a sms to mi to say careful or anything at all.. even the birthday boy send him wishes didnt reply.. celebrate for him also never send a sms to say thanks.. to u all think is correct??? through all these action i am determine tat this a last gather and i will try my best to put everything behind my back as i going back to my old ward... slowly to forget and to treat them just as a normal fren...
first time write so long... and give mi advice am i thinking too much?? or am i asking too much?? hai............ and the best is i waited for the stupid NR for an hour!!!!!!!!!! wat a day!@!!hfsh
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